Post by bunny on May 31, 2008 16:02:32 GMT -5
` Natalya Rae Benson.
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Sometimes I fear that I might dissapear. In the blur of fast forward, I faulter again. Forgetting to breathe; I need to sleep. I'm getting nowhere. All that I've missed- I see in the reflection- passed me while I wasn't paying attention. Tired of rushing, racing and running, I'm falling apart. Tell me, "Oh won't you take my hand," and lead me. Slow me down. Don't let love pass me by just show me how. 'Cause I'm ready to fall. Slow me down. Don't let me live a lie before my life flys by. I need you to slow me down. Just show me. I need you to slow me down. The noise of the world is getting me caught up. Chasing the clock, and I wish I could stop it. Just need to breathe, somebody please... slow me down.[/size]
• seventeen seasons • still counting the days •
• count them with me, darling? •
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₰ i'm breaking free from those chains of mine;;[/color]
• partner- in-cime;; oh shizz, no one has a fire extinguisher
• inseperable;; it took a few tries to realize the super glue really was "super"
• like family;; i took you home for dinner once... you never left again
• attached at the hip;; don't leave me hun, i'll fall apart in your wake
• my confidant;; you know me better than i know you && i give all
• best friends;; the days brighten when you're on the horizon
• enemies turned friends;; how could we not have known that this is how it ends
• average friends;; nothing wrong with a little fair weather fans, no strings attached
• gypsy as well;; banging your tamborine, trilling my flute until the stars come and play
• friend of a friend;; i don't know you, love, but your taste is impeccable
• acquaintances;; whisper that name again && i'll find you in the dark
• on again/off again;; come here/f**k off, love me/hate me, sing/die
• know each other's names;; a little bluebird came by, said i needed to remember you
• complete strangers;; fix this, love, the world should be a little closer than this[/size][/color][/ul]
₰ there's only so much time until i snap. run, doll, run;;[/color]
• rivalry;; i didn't cheat, simply used what i had to my advantage
• status made hate;; follow the crowd && hate me until you don't know who you are
• friend hates you;; best friends forever, love, let 'em bring you down
• know your secret;; slipped in unnoticed as you bore your heart, bribe me
• envy;; there's so much about you i love that i just can't help hating you
• hate;; you're name's on my list there's no turning back
• friends turned enemies;; there really was no other way this could have played out
• avoidance;; cover my face as you walk past hoping you won't look my way
• disgusted;; wouldn't touch you with a ten-foot-pole, hun... take a shower
• dislike;; i can't take it no more you're driving me insane
• annoyance;; spinning in circles, trying to avoid what there is between us
• pest;; i doubt stepping on you would do much, damn
• bad impression;; no, i'm sorry, i'd rather not get to know you
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₰ if love is surrender, who's war is it anyway;;[/color]
• love;; god, you've taken up my world and made it yours
• cheating;; oops, forgot to ask if it was okay, take a hint
• past on bad terms;; loving you hurt worse than cutting myself
• past on good terms;; loving you was the greatest chapter in my life
• serious dating;; don't break my heart, love, or daddy'll break your neck
• casually dating;; let's see other people while we date, make it interesting
• forbidden;; it just figures, doesn't it it just damn figures
• secret;; close the curtains, my ex is outside
• possible;; i keep hoping, wishing you'll give "us" a another thought
• friends w/ benefits;; you really are everything a girl could need in a friend
• sexual tension;; unintelligible word, perhaps our bodies can make more sense
• physical attraction;; the beauty of humanity is yours to command
• crush;; oh dear, you've put my heart in a flutter by looking this way
• flirting;; meaningless words and gestures from the faceless mass
• glances;; i see you looking, is there something that needs to be said
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₰ what we have has is an enigma not meant to exist;;[/color]
• blackmail;; oh dear, i wasn't suppose to know, was i
• bad influence;; i never realized how cool smoking was until you hacked up a lung
• good influence;; darling, you make me want to do community service
• protected by;; superhero complexes are beneficial if i'm on the receiving end
• protective over Natalya;; of course i'll help you, why else am i here
• looks up to;; i envy you so much that i spend my days trying to be you
• looks up to Natalya;; loving me feels as good as devouring chocolate
• Florence staff;; right, only proper behavior allowed
• employer;; don't worry, i'll shove this where the sun don't shine
• stalked;; i know what you did last summer 'cause i sat in your bushes
• scared by;; ever heard the bone song 'cause mine are singing
• scared of Natalya;; really now, i don't bite hard enough to break bone
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₰ roll the credits, dearest, there's no more to come;;
[/color]• so, like, i made this whole thing. i noes, right? too much time on my hands. xD anyhoo, i really don't care if you take it, just credit me. want one? i'll make it. let's see, all words by me except for the top hunk of lyrics which are from "slow me down" by emmy rossum. umm, oh, "if love is surrender, who's war is it anyway" is from "psychobabble" by imogen heap/frou frou. yeah. colors with a color generator thing. did it all by hand, though. yay.
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