' ' Beauty [in the] Breakdown;; sigismund

[bunny]

Now, I've had it up to here; don't ever try that again
Why are you so quiet so suddenly?
Go on, have it; you're just dying to try me
Do just what I tell you, and no one will get hurt
Don't come any closer 'cause I don't know how long I can hold my heart in two
Make no sudden movements, and no one will get hurt
You're making me nervous
If you know what's good for me, why would I be leaving you?

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Sigismund Volianté ,[/color][/font]

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, i have friends in holy spaces .

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complete stranger i believe this may call for a proper introduction, don't you see?
• friend of a friend i'm going to need you to keep time, just snap your fingers for me
• same clique to the street, down to our feet, loosing the feeling of feeling unique
• just met good, now we're making some progress, just tap your toes to the beat
• first name basis and don't you see, i'm the narrator and this is just the prolouge
• acquaintance for the record, the weather today is slightly sarcastic with a chance
• on and off make us hip, make us it, must us scene, or shrug us off your shoulders
• party friend we're still so young, and yes, we're still so desperate for attention
• drinking friend swear to shake it up if you swear to listen, we're still so young
• enemies turned friends and this is the part of breaking down in anyone's arms
• good friend we drove out to see las vegas, we lost ourselves in the bright lights
• close friend begging for change to get home, or at least san fransico, california
• confidant i listen to you cry, i listen to your secrets, i'm someone to believe you
• best friend this mix could burn a whole in anyone, but it was you i was thinking of
• partner in crime this is a warning, we're about to rock your world, don't you know?
• childhood friend allow me to exaggerate a memory or two, where summers last
• attached at the hip when nothing really mattered except for me to be with you
• inseperable you said you meant it and there's a piece of me in every second
• practically family they say that kid has got soul, i'm every where that you go, oh
• other half i'm bring sassy back, and i don't wanna hear about people i don't know
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, when i get home, you're so dead .

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go to hell i know it's mad, but if i go to hell will you come with me or just leave?
• hardcore hatred watch your mouth because you just might swallow your tounge
• hatred with the way you've been talking, every word gets you a step closer to hell
• one sided hatred you know, you've never been so divine in accepting your defeat
• dislike oh, such torturous things always chewing up the only ones i ever mean
• one sided dislike forgive our sins, forged at the pulpit, as we're selling faux service
• backstabbed i'll even admit i was wrong as my final words before i'm dead and gone
• cheated on do you think of what you did? and how i hope to god he was worth it
• rivalry yes, i'm burning, and you know it feels good with fire back on your tongue
• friendly rivalry if you talk, you better walk, you better back your shit up with more
• friends turned enemies off the ceiling while i'm tucking my fibs into a cookie jar
• jealousy just stay where i can see you, douse the lights, we're in for a show
• envy but a dream, fantastic posing greed, we should feed our jewlery to the sea
• avoidance hiding as you talk to the mirror, choke back tears, keep telling yourself
• scared of this isn't just goodbye, this is i can't stand you, or those intense eyes
• intimidated just stop stalling, make a name for yourself, and charm your way out
• annoyance yeah, i'm wrecking this evening already and loving every minute of it
• indifference i bet to them your name is cheap, i bet to them you look like shit
• tolerance keep quiet, then we'll decide if it's done with purpose or lack thereof
• by association not so pleasent, and not so convential, sure as hell ain't normal
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, i think i got a thing for you .

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in love and you clicked your heels and wished for me through your playful lips
• true love he looked like he was barely hanging on, but her eyes saved his life
• past love innocence, send for all your absent lover's things, and sheepish woes
• spouse she's the greatest thing that's yet to happen to me, imagine knowing me
• fiancée make me this promise, not to break my little heart or leave me all alone
• final sugarcane in the easy morning, weathervanes, my one and my lonely love
• current i'll be there when your heart stops beating, i'll be there for you always
• on and off dating dear you, tonight can we get ahead of ourselves? we needed this
• future i swear to shake it up, and i just aim to be your eyes, aim to be your eyes
• past, bad terms if you're going then go, go, go. if you're going then go, go, go
• past, good terms is it still me that makes you sweat? it's over with, anyway
• past, lingering feelings but little did she know, she just couldn't ever let me go
• high school sweethearts back to the street where we began feeling like lovers
• fling i don't love you, i'm just passing the time, you could love me if i knew how
• mutual crush compared to your eyes, nothing shines quite as bright, you know
• one sided crush hey silly girl, think i've got a thing for you, i felt love in your eyes
• past crush i've a hotter touch, a better f**k, than anyone, sweetie, you had me
• friends with benefits am i who you think about in bed as the lights are dimming?
• enemies with benefits love deserving of, exchanging body heat in the back seat
• lust she's the steam laughing on the windowpanes, never-ending swaying haze
• physical attraction she's a pretty girl, her eyes have kept me hooked for days now
• make out buddies that girl had so much love, she'd want to kiss you all the time
• one night stand she's smoke, the lusted dancing swan diving off the deep end
• sexual tension let's get these teen hearts beating faster, those boys, those girls
• hot and cold i do recall, we were just getting to the part where the shock sets in
• flirting go spin circles for me, wound rentlessly around the words we used to sing
• fleeting glances i'm the new cancer, never looked better, and you can't stand it
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, when the day met the night .

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love-hate no, i ain't mad, because you know i understand, just like i always do
• family the world has its shine, but you know that i would drop it on a dime for you
• future family i'll be here by the ocean just waiting for proof that there's sunsets
• mixed feelings you know, from that moment, you'll be out of place, underdressed
• bad influence picking up things we shouldn't read, looks like the end of history
• good influence much better to face these kinds of things with poise and rationality
• protective over you i never wanna go home, need to be here during your breakdown
• protective over sigismund come save me from walking off a window or i'll sleep in the rain
• respected take my time, i don't need any lies, because my moves are hot, don't stop
• admiration grab your hat and fetch a camera, you film the world before it happens
• stalker love, this is getting the best of me, and you were the one that started it all
• obsessive in my head, we made love by the ocean, and we laughed as i held you
• room mate you know, i got you, 'cause i know we both just like to have lots of fun
• relative saying play me a song, it's been too long since i've heard you sing
• teacher/student i've been begging for answers that you and only you can give to me
• fellow student this is getting harder, and i can't seem to pick you out of the crowd
• inferior and this is not the time or place to speak like this, let's go after work
• superior have some composure, where is your posture? oh, no, no. you're all wrong
• emotional support please hear me out, i wasn't born to be a skeleton, you know
• never spoken you will only hear of these elegant crimes, you - fall on your knees
• fake friends i never said i missed her when everybody kissed her, one to blame
• family friends strike up the band! the conductor is beckoning, sing like you meant
• mentor place where thoughts can bloom, a room where it's nine in the afternoon
• secret you know, we should probably take this just a day at a time, but we won't
• forbidden it's nine in the afternoon, your eyes are the size of the moon, you can
• other things are shaping up to be pretty odd, the little deaths in musical beds
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, this is my mixed tape for you .

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so, the coding of this lovely plot page goes to sydknee says! of white
pages. but, she got inspiration from practically everywhere, and it
would take up three thousand words to write them all down. the lyrics
came from panic at the disco, panic! at the disco (so, they're the same
thing - but it's exclamation point and no exclamation point, okay?),
jack's mannequin, mayday parade (of course),. cobra starship, and
+44. the colors are from the lovely color blender. seriously, what
would we do without that thing? anyway, thanks a lot everybody. (:

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[bunny]

dear you, tonight let's get ahead of ourselves ,
sometimes i think that life will never be the same .

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[/SIZE] sigismund "saul" voliante ,[/color][/font]

twenty-two shots • • the blonde bombshell.[/color][/font]
• attached at the hip when nothing really mattered except for me to be with you
• envy but a dream, fantastic posing greed, we should feed our jewelry to the sea
• lust she's the steam laughing on the windowpanes, never-ending swaying haze
• bad influence picking up things we shouldn't read, looks like the end of history[/color][/font]
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sigismund says, "work it, girl!"[/font]
sigismund says, "bring it, bring it!"[/font]
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[font=georgia][SIZE=3]• [/SIZE] character name here,[/font]
two HIGH QUALITY icons, matching, please.
[SIZE=0][font=verdana]age shots• •[/SIZE] i'll fill in.[/font]
[size=0][font=verdana]relationship here, doll. quote above![/size][/font]
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[size=0][font=verdana][b]character name says,[/b] "history here - all in lowercase - minimum of eight sentences."[/size][/font]
[size=0][font=verdana][b]sigismund says,[/b] "what i say here. if i haven't posted in yours, leave blank."[/size][/font]
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[bunny]

the promise of summer, sealed it with a kiss ,
this time, do things proper. how did we get to this ?

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seventeen shots• • driving me crazy.[/font]
• acquaintance for the record, the weather today is slightly sarcastic with a chance
• annoyance yeah, i'm wrecking this evening already and loving every minute of it
• physical attraction she's a pretty girl, her eyes have kept me hooked for days now
• flirting go spin circles for me, wound rentlessly around the words we used to sing
• mixed feelings you know, from that moment, you'll be out of place, underdressed
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ara says, “the meeting of saul and me was a very interesting one indeed. our cliques weren’t friends, our friends weren’t friends, and we certainly weren’t meant to ever meet. then a ball was announced, and i wouldn’t be one to miss a dance. i was having fun, dancing with a few different gentlemen here and there, and i don’t know; i just saw saul. i really didn’t know him all that well, and the music was just starting up, and well, we just danced. Surprisingly we talked a good portion of the dance, and i was astounded at how gentlemen-like he was. it was a lovely dance, and sadly it did come to an end. now, we run into each other all the time and i absolutely adore the charm he has. it’s always lovely to sit down and talk to him, though sometimes i worry; what if he’s hiding something? i really just can’t see him being that horrible of a person. i guess, only time will tell where we go, but until then i hope to enjoy all the chances i get with him.”
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sigismund says, "Ara Elizabeth? The Unloved? Which answer would you prefer? The rehearsed denial or the bare truth? Truth? Ara Elizabeth is an interesting character with something hidden beneath the surface. I intend to find out what it is, despite all costs.

"I consider her extremely irritating at times, worthy of the sharp remarks I swallow in her presence. She is pretty, but not my type, though I'd refuse to let her know that. Perhaps, if I were a nicer person, she might appeal to me in many ways. As it stands now, I find nothing remarkable. 'Unloved' may be a proper title for her."
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[/SIZE] Nathaniel “Nat” Pierce,[/font]

Seventeen shots• •can't remember a thing.[/font]
• same clique to the street, down to our feet, loosing the feeling of feeling unique
• on and off make us hip, make us it, must us scene, or shrug us off your shoulders
• drinking friend swear to shake it up if you swear to listen, we're still so young
• annoyance yeah, i'm wrecking this evening already and loving every minute of it
• indifference i bet to them your name is cheap, i bet to them you look like shit
• tolerance keep quiet, then we'll decide if it's done with purpose or lack thereof
• mixed feelings you know, from that moment, you'll be out of place, underdressed
• fellow student this is getting harder, and i can't seem to pick you out of the crowd
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Nat says, "Saul and I met when I arrived at the school. We are of the same clique, so we must have some sort of a friendship. But we are handsome eyes for reasons other than our appearance and our upbringing. We all are somehow damaged. This keeps us apart. He is rather interesting chap; though not at all who I would normally get along with. Though I’d put up with him, as I should. But strangely, we seem to have…almost hit it off. Our relationship is a strange one. Sometimes we get along swimmingly, but other times, almost as often, I only want to hurt him. That may just be me."[/font]

sigismund says, "Nat has serious mental issues. A few full-blown disorders, but... He wouldn't be a Handsome Eye without one, right? And since most of us have a rage problem, it's understandable why he's here. Not to mention, he's rather attractive to the opposite sex. We might be friends at times because there's something about him that reminds me more of myself than the others. He seems rather calm when he isn't losing it, and I try to put on that persona when I'm around others. Ocassionally, though, we happen to push each other's buttons. That's about the time the fists come out, but nothing either of us holds against each other. Nat, in so many words, is fine to me."[/font]
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[/SIZE] Dante Yerami,[/font]

eighteen shots• • sheep? or wolf? [/font]
• same clique to the street, down to our feet, loosing the feeling of feeling unique
• annoyance yeah, i'm wrecking this evening already and loving every minute of it
• tolerance keep quiet, then we'll decide if it's done with purpose or lack thereof
• superior have some composure, where is your posture? oh, no, no. you're all wrong
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Dante says, "i remember when I first accepted you into the handsome eyes. you seemed alright, and had everything worthy to be one of us. but you seem to forget your position and act out of line, it really pisses me off. you better watch your manners, because i do not have patience for fools."[/font]

sigismund says, "Dante was, perhaps, the main reason I even considered trying to be a Handsome Eye. There was something admirable in the fact that he could pull off being a pleasant guy even though he's a mean bastard on the inside. Since it's what I try to do, it's fairly obvious that would attract me. Well, except for the small fact that I do not like to be yelled at or threatened. Insufferable is Dante when his act fades away. One say he's going to go too far... I make no apologies for what happens when that day comes."[/font]
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[/SIZE] Chudi "Miles" Calupitan,[/font]

Sixteen shots• • still freakin' insane.[/font]
• one sided dislike forgive our sins, forged at the pulpit, as we're selling faux service
• avoidance hiding as you talk to the mirror, choke back tears, keep telling yourself
• scared of this isn't just goodbye, this is i can't stand you, or those intense eyes
• annoyance yeah, i'm wrecking this evening already and loving every minute of it
• tolerance keep quiet, then we'll decide if it's done with purpose or lack thereof
• in love and you clicked your heels and wished for me through your playful lips
• stalker love, this is getting the best of me, and you were the one that started it all
• obsessive in my head, we made love by the ocean, and we laughed as i held you
• fellow student this is getting harder, and i can't seem to pick you out of the crowd[/center]

Miles says, "Ever since I met Saul, it was love at first sight! I luvvv him to death and will do anything!."[/font]

sigismund says, "honestly? the kid scares the hell out of me. no joke. i've never been scared of anyone before i met him. er, someone said he was mentally disturbed, and i really don't doubt it. well, it seems he's developed a liking to me, so as long as i humor him... i, er, run less of a risk of being killed? right. besides, that insane loyalty might come in handy someday.[/font]
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[font=georgia][SIZE=3]• [/SIZE]ara elizabeth macarthur,[/font]
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[SIZE=0][font=verdana]seventeen shots• •[/SIZE] i'll fill in.[/font]
[size=0][font=verdana] • acquaintance for the record, the weather today is slightly sarcastic with a chance
• mixed feelings you know, from that moment, you'll be out of place, underdressed
• flirting go spin circles for me, wound rentlessly around the words we used to sing
• physical attraction she's a pretty girl, her eyes have kept me hooked for days now
• annoyance yeah, i'm wrecking this evening already and loving every minute of it [/size][/font]
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[size=0][font=verdana][b]ara says,[/b] “the meeting of saul and me was a very interesting one indeed. our cliques weren’t friends, our friends weren’t friends, and we certainly weren’t meant to ever meet. then a ball was announced, and i wouldn’t be one to miss a dance. i was having fun, dancing with a few different gentlemen here and there, and i don’t know; i just saw saul. i really didn’t know him all that well, and the music was just starting up, and well, we just danced. Surprisingly we talked a good portion of the dance, and i was astounded at how gentlemen-like he was. it was a lovely dance, and sadly it did come to an end. now, we run into each other all the time and i absolutely adore the charm he has. it’s always lovely to sit down and talk to him, though sometimes i worry; what if he’s hiding something? i really just can’t see him being that horrible of a person. i guess, only time will tell where we go, but until then i hope to enjoy all the chances i get with him.”
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[size=0][font=verdana][b]sigismund says,[/b] "what i say here. if i haven't posted in yours, leave blank."[/size][/font]
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[Lucky]

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[font=georgia][SIZE=3]• [/SIZE] Nathaniel “Nat” Pierce,[/font]
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[SIZE=0][font=verdana]Seventeen shots• •[/SIZE] i'll fill in.[/font]
[size=0][font=verdana] • same clique to the street, down to our feet, loosing the feeling of feeling unique
• on and off make us hip, make us it, must us scene, or shrug us off your shoulders
• drinking friend swear to shake it up if you swear to listen, we're still so young
• annoyance yeah, i'm wrecking this evening already and loving every minute of it
• indifference i bet to them your name is cheap, i bet to them you look like shit
• tolerance keep quiet, then we'll decide if it's done with purpose or lack thereof
• mixed feelings you know, from that moment, you'll be out of place, underdressed
• fellow student this is getting harder, and i can't seem to pick you out of the crowd[/size][/font]
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[size=0][font=verdana][b]Nat says,[/b] "Saul and I met when I arrived at the school.  We are of the same clique, so we must have some sort of a friendship.  But we are handsome eyes for reasons other than our appearance and our upbringing.  We all are somehow damaged.  This keeps us apart.  He is rather interesting chap; though not at all who I would normally get along with.  Though I’d put up with him, as I should.  But strangely, we seem to have…almost hit it off.  Our relationship is a strange one.  Sometimes we get along swimmingly, but other times, almost as often, I only want to hurt him.  That may just be me."[/size][/font]
[size=0][font=verdana][b]sigismund says,[/b] "what i say here. if i haven't posted in yours, leave blank."[/size][/font]
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[Tsubasa]

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[font=georgia][SIZE=3]• [/SIZE] Dante Yerami,[/font]
[img]http://i296.photobucket.com/albums/mm184/__whisper/120gu8-1.jpg[/img][img]http://i296.photobucket.com/albums/mm184/__whisper/modelextra36gb8-1.jpg[/img][SIZE=0][font=verdana]eighteen shots• •[/SIZE] i'll fill in.[/font]
[size=0][font=verdana]• same clique. to the street, down to our feet, loosing the feeling of feeling unique
• superior. have some composure, where is your posture? oh, no, no. you're all wrong
• tolerance. keep quiet, then we'll decide if it's done with purpose or lack thereof
• annoyance. yeah, i'm wrecking this evening already and loving every minute of it


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[size=0][font=verdana][b]Dante says,[/b] "i remember when I first accepted you into the handsome eyes. you seemed alright, and had everything worthy to be one of us. but you seem to forget your position and act out of line, it really pisses me off. you better watch your manners, because i do not have patience for fools."[/size][/font]
[size=0][font=verdana][b]sigismund says,[/b] "what i say here. if i haven't posted in yours, leave blank."[/size][/font]
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[Tsubasa]

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[font=georgia][SIZE=3]• [/SIZE] Chudi "Miles" Calupitan,[/font]
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[SIZE=0][font=verdana]Sixteen shots• •[/SIZE] i'll fill in.[/font]
[size=0][font=verdana]• in love. and you clicked your heels and wished for me through your playful lips
[size=0][font=verdana][b]Miles says,[/b] "Ever since I met Saul, it was love at first sight! I luvvv him to death and will do anything!."[/size][/font]
[size=0][font=verdana][b]sigismund says,[/b] "what i say here. if i haven't posted in yours, leave blank."[/size][/font]
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